Hey Guts!
I asked this question earlier and men and women said I didn't give enough info so here it goes.
To start off I am a 20 year old male. I have a greatest friend (Todd) who I have know my entire life. We lived across the street from one yet another and had been born only 1 day apart. We both had been only children and grew up like brothers. More then brothers genuinely. We are like twins. We have every thing in frequent, usually went to the same schools, played on the exact same teams, did every thing with 1 another. We even these days go to the exact same college, are room mates, and are taking the same classes.
Todd is awesome!!! He is sweet, charming, intelligent, quite great searching for a guy, funny, just a totally fantastic guy. He is amazing!!! He is even single now and bisexual. I am entirely in really like with him. Not just love him I am entirely head over heals in really like with him. I also knows he loves me. Only problem is I am 100 percent straight. I wish I was gay or at least bi, but no, I am straight.
1 time I did have a couple of drinks and I produced out with him. I loved being so close and near to him and holding him all night long, but the sex factor just grossed me out. I mean I tried to orally please him but the smell and taste of a penis created me puke. I couldn't get erect. I even tried to have him anally penetrate me and was just grossed out by the thought. I thought I could at least do that considering I have had girls use dildos on me and loved it, but I just couldn't do it with him and I wanted to so badly.
Following that, the next day I did attempt to explain myself and of what happened and of why. He was so angelic and sweet all he said was, "Its cool man. You had been just drunk last night and that's the only reason you even tried it and I am sorry that I took benefit of you and the situation Nickie, I know your straight and I won't ever try that again cause our friendship means so significantly to me." What the heck was I suppose to do then. I told him I was sorry and it was my fault and I wanted to trigger I really like him. He just smiled at me with those massive brown eyes and said "I adore you to and absolutely nothing will ever change that".
I don't comprehend how I can be in really like with an individual so significantly that it hurts and I can't remotely be sexually attracted to them. I mean I could live the rest of my life with him and just masturbate with him in the room an be happy forever. That would be enough for me. Its just I physically can't get aroused with him sexually. Even although that night went no where with sex it was the finest night of my life. Holding him near me. Kissing and hugging him. It was awesome.
I know I can't ask him to be with me. Who wants to be with somebody who finds them sexually unattractive? I just also don't want to lose him. I do not know what guidance anybody could give, but if anybody has any I would be grateful to here it. I mean if he was a girl he would be best. He is already my soul mate...
Best answer:
Answer by Ivystorm
YOu adore eachother. Deeply. And that should be enough! EVentualy u could become attrakted to him. OR just maintain getting drunk!
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